The Joy of the Lord is My Strength: Begin the Season of Abigail

Friday, September 22, 2006

Begin the Season of Abigail

I'm invisible. I've made journal posts and several board posts; ignored. I've sent many cards; ignored. Nothing comes in the mail for me. No one responds with any praises to my posts. I'm utterly astonished that people can be so whooooosh; over your head. I'm hurting. CD15

http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/abigailfrances

http://caringbridge.org/visit/anneelisebacon

my baby girls' new pages--putting my attention into them instead of they who would ignore me.

About Me

Name: 2QTsInHeaven

Location: High Desert SW

I'm Vickie, 51, married since 1985. We have a grown son, born in 1986, and aside from two early miscarriages, were barren thereafter. That is until 2003, when we were miraculously expecting a baby girl. The pregnancy was wonderful & we were very excited to be so blessed. Sadly & preventably, Abigail died in utero the week of her due date thanks to a practice of outlandishly horrid medical providers masquerading as knowledgeable professionals. Consequently, I delivered her lifeless body on December 6, 2003 after 3 days of sorrowed labor. She may have been born still, but she was still born & is still loved. Long story short, we were blessed 16 months later with a 3rd miracle child. Anne came into the world on April 28, 2005 after yet another wonderful pregnancy. Sadly, it was discovered after her birth that she had a heart defect caused by trisomy 18. She died suddenly of congestive heart failure, just before midnight on June 28, 2005. Anne was 61derful days old when she left her mama's arms & went to rest in the Lord's. She was a wonderful sparkly child, who along with her siblings, are the subject of most of my writings, interests & hobbies.