Smoochies from Anne

Hot, tiring day. The last few days have been overcome with flashbacks which enevitably result in unexpected sobs--very much a grief response that takes a great while to "get over." It's very similar to post traumatic stress disorder issues. I've been feeling panicy and remarkably alone & misunderstood. I finally got around to starting a blog here; I guess I want to have a place apart from the boards to vent and scream. We'll see how it goes. I just want a place to talk about my baby girls and how much I miss them both.